Hello Summer

Hello Summer

   

      Heyyyy, It's already summer! Can't wait tbh. Sorry if these photos are heavily filtered. These are just random shots from my phone. Never intended to upload it. Any who, I went to my classmate's house last Friday, my friends threw me and Merell an advance birthday party since another friend of mine won't be be able to make it on our real birthdays. Really amazing, we had prepared salads and desserts. It was complete, balloons, gifts, pictures and everything. Okay, maybe not a complete birthday party because we had no cake, but it was one of the best. I really a appreciate it, thank you so much. March is truly my favorites months, next to Decembers.

     So today, my mum knows that I'm always bored and alone at the house. She says I can go visit my siblings in another city two hours from here. I told her that I'll be just bored there, heh. All that I can ever do there is just, what, WiFi? Nah. So my mum decided instead that I go to Summer Training camp or art classes. I honestly love it. Can't wait!!!

  P.S. I'll really miss them.

Thanks for reading. :)

Valentine's Day Throwback

Valentine's Day Throwback!

      I would just like to share my picture last valentines day. Just in case you're wondering, those are not my flowers, instead, it's my mum's. It was still awesome tho. :D

Wonderful Mornings

Wonderful Mornings

     Have you tried waking up and have a great feeling that that day was going to be a great day? 

    I personally have my own experiences about that, whether it was out of town trips or just hanging around the city with your friends. It's just that amazing feeling that I always want to feel when I open my eyes first thing in the morning. It doesn't matter what kind of bed do you sleep in or where are you, because it seems like nothing can ruin your day. You're excited for the adventure and expect a wonderful journey ahead of you. That's what it feels like. 

   Anyways, enough of that. Those were taken a few weeks ago, almost a month. Lately I've been beaten up with some kind of sadness pill or something. It's just whirlwind of emotions that leaves me hanging on a tree. I have no idea what to think. I feel like the more nostalgic I am and have the urge to miss, the more it becomes less special.  That person or that event is something that I think of everyday. But I can't help it. That's my problem. It becomes a drug and I can't stop. I can't let go of the past.

   School has been a dumbbell on me too. Exams just finished. The results were kind of disappointing on my standards at least. Our latest hangout seems to be board games like chess and scrabble. Also, it's going to be finals. I can't actually wait for summer already. I can already taste it. I hope the last days of school this year is going to be quite fun, like last time in 7th grade. 

Thanks for reading guys. I really love you.

    

Nobody Mapped Oblivion

Nobody Mapped Oblivion

Banner

Maybe it's bricks and mortar now, whether or not they run it down

I don't want anything to shake that shape away

No one told us which way to come, nobody mapped oblivion

So I go growing roses in the disarray

Just like most, falling head in

'Til my ghost fills the bed in

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

Like a banner

I don't need fate to give it time, it doesn't take pain to change your mind

No weapon can sever the soul from me

Not the sorceress, not the money

All my cleverness, all my cunning

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

Like a banner

It's around me in my surroundings

It counts me when it starts the counting

In the chaos there is a standard

I'm carrying it like a banner

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

- Lights Poxleitner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rz0Azlrtwic

January Sketches

 January Sketches

Do not own the photo I copied this from and do not know the photographer. Sorry. If you want it to take it down, it's fine. :) (Model: Miranda Kerr)

      These are actually my drawings since the start of January this year. The things that I've done and happened to me this first month of the year wasn't the best way to start my year. It's not the worst though, but I would say fairly average. I never liked Januaries anyway.(I'm kind of like, a March and December girl)

     On January 14th, it was my first time to attend swimming classes as a part of our school curriculum. I was so worried because we got 7 a.m. as our schedule to go to the pool. It was the worst. Thankfully, I really enjoyed the second time I attended. It was quite fun.
   
     Also, I have had weird dreams and a mixture of insomnia-tic occurrences. I can't explain further because I have no idea how.

    Thank for reading!

Sunlight

Lovely Sundays

Lovely Sundays

     I really found Sundays amusing. Although my favorite day of the week is a Friday, Sundays makes me happy. It's a time when I just enjoy with my relatives. My family is very important to me. 

     I remember when I took this picture. I was about to draw but I had no inspiration so instead, I listened to songs. Summer In The City by Freedom Fry(Starcadian remix though) was in my playlist at the moment.
     The next day, I was wearing a green plaid dress. It was one of my favorite dresses, and that's big because i'm not a girly-girl. It's a first person view image, and that's my kind of type of photography. I like abstract and close up shots.
   

Taken in August 

    This is my teddy bear, haha. I got it when I was six. Call me a child but I can't sleep without him. It's's more than just a toy. It wouldn't probably feel home without it even when I'm in my house.      
   
     Everyone knows that feeling right? When we get to attached to a material object, and couldn't live without it. That's kind of weird though, we realize that it's not how much that object cost, rather the time we had it and the sentimental value of it. We'll keep it no matter how much is the offer, whether it's a cent or a million. I am not materialistic or anything, but that really amazes me.

Hey thanks guys, not really sure why this interesting, Haha.
But anyway, whether you read that or not, thank you.