Wonderful Mornings

Wonderful Mornings

     Have you tried waking up and have a great feeling that that day was going to be a great day? 

    I personally have my own experiences about that, whether it was out of town trips or just hanging around the city with your friends. It's just that amazing feeling that I always want to feel when I open my eyes first thing in the morning. It doesn't matter what kind of bed do you sleep in or where are you, because it seems like nothing can ruin your day. You're excited for the adventure and expect a wonderful journey ahead of you. That's what it feels like. 

   Anyways, enough of that. Those were taken a few weeks ago, almost a month. Lately I've been beaten up with some kind of sadness pill or something. It's just whirlwind of emotions that leaves me hanging on a tree. I have no idea what to think. I feel like the more nostalgic I am and have the urge to miss, the more it becomes less special.  That person or that event is something that I think of everyday. But I can't help it. That's my problem. It becomes a drug and I can't stop. I can't let go of the past.

   School has been a dumbbell on me too. Exams just finished. The results were kind of disappointing on my standards at least. Our latest hangout seems to be board games like chess and scrabble. Also, it's going to be finals. I can't actually wait for summer already. I can already taste it. I hope the last days of school this year is going to be quite fun, like last time in 7th grade. 

Thanks for reading guys. I really love you.

    

Nobody Mapped Oblivion

Nobody Mapped Oblivion

Banner

Maybe it's bricks and mortar now, whether or not they run it down

I don't want anything to shake that shape away

No one told us which way to come, nobody mapped oblivion

So I go growing roses in the disarray

Just like most, falling head in

'Til my ghost fills the bed in

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

Like a banner

I don't need fate to give it time, it doesn't take pain to change your mind

No weapon can sever the soul from me

Not the sorceress, not the money

All my cleverness, all my cunning

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

Like a banner

It's around me in my surroundings

It counts me when it starts the counting

In the chaos there is a standard

I'm carrying it like a banner

So lift it up like a banner

Hold it up over me

If this war is never ending

I'll take this love down with me

- Lights Poxleitner

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rz0Azlrtwic

January Sketches

 January Sketches

Do not own the photo I copied this from and do not know the photographer. Sorry. If you want it to take it down, it's fine. :) (Model: Miranda Kerr)

      These are actually my drawings since the start of January this year. The things that I've done and happened to me this first month of the year wasn't the best way to start my year. It's not the worst though, but I would say fairly average. I never liked Januaries anyway.(I'm kind of like, a March and December girl)

     On January 14th, it was my first time to attend swimming classes as a part of our school curriculum. I was so worried because we got 7 a.m. as our schedule to go to the pool. It was the worst. Thankfully, I really enjoyed the second time I attended. It was quite fun.
   
     Also, I have had weird dreams and a mixture of insomnia-tic occurrences. I can't explain further because I have no idea how.

    Thank for reading!